Love Hurts Yet It's Beautiful

Salam...

these are the things i do to make myself happy...
i play when i'm bored
i sing when i'm sad
i sleep when i'm hurt
i smile when i'm happy

i don't cry
i want to
i tried
but i can't

does this mean i have no heart?

love...
to me
i hate giving love
giving love is priceless
because i only have one heart

love hurts
love makes feelings
there are good feelings and bad feelings
i love good feelings...
Thank You, ALLAH for the good feelings
i hate bad feelings...
they make me feel bad
they make my heart hurts
they make me feel heartless

i don't want to be heartless
heartless means nothing..
that is robot
i used to be one
but that was then

i'm not perfect
angels are perfect
Muhammad's perfect
i'm not an angel
i'm not Muhammad
i make mistakes
and i'm sorry

please,
don't make me hate
i don't want to hate
hate destroys hearts

let's be a kid
like i always be
being an adult is boring
and serious
lalala~

"Then which of the blessings of your Lord will you both deny?" 55:13

"maka kuatkanlah, wahai Tuhan akan ikatan ini"

p/s: i do have feelings. you have feelings. don't ignore them. don't mistreat them. ;)
p/s/s: don't be a hypocrite and please, be true to your friends.